I have nothing left to cry for
I have nothing left to hurt
I have nothing left to feel
I am left with nothing
but a dry tissue
I have nothing left to cry for
I have nothing left to hurt
I have nothing left to feel
I am left with nothing
but a dry tissue
Making up for what you have done
Without trying to change and not do what you did again
If you keep doing what you do wrong
You will never get it right
You will always be trying to make up for what you have done
You will always be sorry
Running in circles and never stopping
Never truly happy
My mother once said,
“There is difference between dumb and stupid.
Dumb is when you don’t know any better.
Stupid is when you know better but do it anyway.”
I have made many stupid mistakes.
I have learned from them.
What about you?
It can buy everything,
Even happiness.
It can give you everything,
But there is a price to pay.
It can destroy everything
When you can’t pay.
It makes us
And breaks us.
It costs you,
It takes you,
It will never give you love.
Take a bow!
You are doing well.
The reviews are in and
you are a star!
Performance filled with emotion
that you have tapped into from your past.
High on the adrenaline
of having your show
fueled with passion
and desire
for love.
Audiences are cheering and clapping.
Encore!
Sometimes when I feel sad
And full of raw emotion,
I write and release.
Sometimes when I feel sad
And I write something,
I will read other blogs
And wait
To see if someone will like me.
Then when someone does,
It makes me feel better.
Even if it is just one person,
It makes me feel better.
Sometimes when I feel sad
And I need to feel better,
I know how
To make myself feel better.
Thank you for liking me.
You make me feel better.
Why can’t I control this emotion?
I turned it off because it hurt
Now I am just dying to feel the joy
While knowing the pain.
It is killing me
And takes over my life.
Why do I let this happen?
There is no way for me to control myself
When I want this emotion.
It is insanity.
I need to stop.
Why do I want this emotion?
I can’t stop the wanting
And I can’t stop wishing.
Yet my life is still in limbo
because of the last time…
I have forgotten the beautiful thought
The moment is gone
And then you text
All the joy takes over
And all I can do is smile
You fill me with emotions
Good and bad
But way more good
Short term memory makes you
Unforgettable
My feet are cold.
I found a heater
but it is broken.
I will try to fix it
and maybe someday it will work.
There are many problems.
I don’t know if I can fix it.
There is no manual.
It comes with no instructions.
I have to learn how it works.
Handling it gently
and going slow are the only way.
It is just the beginning.
I have only found the heater a few weeks ago.
Yet I think it’s a keeper.
A treasure that’s been a bit abused.
With a little love and polish
It will be better than new.