Thanks to all who follow and like my blog. It is time to end this. I allowed my real life to be seen here and it is causing problems. You can thank the morons from my real life who won’t leave me alone. I have to sleep with locked doors and I have to block numbers on my phone. One day, I will start a new blog under a different name and keep it anonymous. Read ya later! Aloha… #miso808
If I have stopped talking to you then I do not want to talk to you!
If I have not asked for your opinion then I don’t need to hear it!
If I have to tell you to fuck off then understand it is because I want you to fuck off and leave me alone!
If I haven’t told you to fuck off yet then I’m trying to be nice so don’t push your fucking luck!
If you think this is reality then fuck off cuz this is not!
If you still don’t get it then…
Fuck off and leave me alone!
If you think I give a shit about your fucking feelings then get a fucking life!
Do ya get it yet???
If you think I’m a bitch then ya get it so now Fuck Off!
Feeling the wind and not fighting the direction,
Spreading my wings to soar through the sky.
Flying solo and finding my way,
Guided by stars and dreams.
Sunlight breaks through the dark,
Warming the chill from the night air.
With the light comes hope
And a path that can only be felt
For it is traveled on the wind.
There is no way of knowing what comes,
Only learning to fly through,
Gliding through the soft winds and breezes
While enduring the rough turbulence and storms.
Navigating these are the most difficult
Learning to dive and pull up so as not to crash.
Dodging and weaving to find the way out of the clouds.
I am alone, I have myself
It is me time, time to be
Quiet inside, racing with thoughts
Releasing the voice of the soul
Hearing reality, living dreaming
flying solo, searching to nestle
Contradictions clashing, fighting fears
He gives me mushy girl brain
Someone help me
I am melting
My heart is frozen and numb.
It is hard to be motivated.
Dying inside with a desire to be loved.
Drained of the energy I foolishly gave away.
My heart opened and warmed.
It was ready to hold hands and be held.
Fulfilling a dream to live love.
Without thought of consequence I lost myself in a moment.
My heart aches with sorrow and joy.
It feels again.
Dreaming of dreams lost in tears.
With the ability to find myself and walk away into the cold darkness of the unknown.
I have nothing left to cry for
I have nothing left to hurt
I have nothing left to feel
I am left with nothing
but a dry tissue