Untitled #372

Why can’t I control this emotion?

I turned it off because it hurt

Now I am just dying to feel the joy

While knowing the pain.

It is killing me

And takes over my life.

Why do I let this happen?

There is no way for me to control myself

When I want this emotion.

It is insanity.

I need to stop.

Why do I want this emotion?

I can’t stop the wanting

And I can’t stop wishing.

Yet my life is still in limbo

because of the last time…

 

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