Thanks to all who follow and like my blog. It is time to end this. I allowed my real life to be seen here and it is causing problems. You can thank the morons from my real life who won’t leave me alone. I have to sleep with locked doors and I have to block numbers on my phone. One day, I will start a new blog under a different name and keep it anonymous. Read ya later! Aloha… #miso808
If I have stopped talking to you then I do not want to talk to you!
If I have not asked for your opinion then I don’t need to hear it!
If I have to tell you to fuck off then understand it is because I want you to fuck off and leave me alone!
If I haven’t told you to fuck off yet then I’m trying to be nice so don’t push your fucking luck!
If you think this is reality then fuck off cuz this is not!
If you still don’t get it then…
Fuck off and leave me alone!
If you think I give a shit about your fucking feelings then get a fucking life!
Do ya get it yet???
If you think I’m a bitch then ya get it so now Fuck Off!
Feeling the wind and not fighting the direction,
Spreading my wings to soar through the sky.
Flying solo and finding my way,
Guided by stars and dreams.
Sunlight breaks through the dark,
Warming the chill from the night air.
With the light comes hope
And a path that can only be felt
For it is traveled on the wind.
There is no way of knowing what comes,
Only learning to fly through,
Gliding through the soft winds and breezes
While enduring the rough turbulence and storms.
Navigating these are the most difficult
Learning to dive and pull up so as not to crash.
Dodging and weaving to find the way out of the clouds.
With a few words he makes me melt…
I am holding on for dear life
Trying to keep my composure
Gluing my feet to the ground
Keeping my head out of the clouds
Moving and working to stay focused
Pushing the thoughts of him out of my head
But I am melting…
It is what we know
It is the past
Memories floating in our mind
Drifting in the tide of our emotions
As we swim the seas of love and life to make our choices
Learning to swim through the rough waters
Floating with the currents
Adrift into the future
Oceans of unknown and uncharted water
Dark skies lit by stars to chart and navigate
Sunrises and sunsets to come and go
New seas of love to swim and wash away the fear
Braving the unknown and thinking there is knowing
But there is nothing known only deceptive similarities
Creating imaginary rough waters which uncalmed will grow to tidal waves
All of which are nothing but imagined in the mind
Keep swimming towards the dawn
Brave the night to endure the rough seas of light leading to love
I am alone, I have myself
It is me time, time to be
Quiet inside, racing with thoughts
Releasing the voice of the soul
Hearing reality, living dreaming
flying solo, searching to nestle
Contradictions clashing, fighting fears
There was no hope to dream
The fear of hurt was overwhelming
Drowning in pain and sorrow
The storm was fierce and long
Destruction pathed to death
There were no more tears to shed
And then there is the sunrise
Another tomorrow in the seemingly endless tomorrows
There is a little warmth
The skies brighten as the clouds part
Lingering is the fear of the dark
The path back looms in the shadows
Knowing the abyss awaits
Then there is hope
With hand outstretched and words of gentle breathe
Reaching to hold a moment of pleasure
Living in a moment of ecstasy that melts the mind and body into one
Walking on air and knowing that to believe, desire, and trust can lead to paths of dreams
Finding the ability to dream again
Dreaming to live dreams