Aloha means goodbye

Thanks to all who follow and like my blog. It is time to end this. I allowed my real life to be seen here and it is causing problems. You can thank the morons from my real life who won’t leave me alone. I have to sleep with locked doors and I have to block numbers on my phone. One day, I will start a new blog under a different name and keep it anonymous. Read ya later! Aloha… #miso808


a daydream of sleep

Sleeping to escape the waking.

I dream of the days when I will sleep the sleep of sleeps.

The time will come to sleep and I look forward to being able to sleep a wonderous sleep.

There is too much to do in the waking hours.

It invades my mind.

Escaping the sleeping and the waking hours being lost in my mind.

Wandering the dark pain filled memories to find moments of sunshine and warmth

The ghosts of my past living in the moments kept in my mind

Keeping me shackled with emotional bondage

And comforting me with the warm seas of tears

As I drown in a sea of self pity.

Waiting for the day’s end to sleep

Getting lost in the moments in my mind

Daydreaming of dreaming of sleeping the sleep of sleeps.

Goodbye Spilled Ink

I am writing to mourn the loss of my favorite blog, Spilled Ink. I found this blog last week and I fell in love with the writing. I am devastated that this blog has been removed because the words were so touching. I have lost a muse. The writer’s words inspired me like nothing has in many years. I hope to find this ghost writer again in another blog so that I may love the words again. If anyone knows how to find more from the blogger Silent Muse, I would love to read more. Sad… just sad!