Stupidgirlbrain #490

I am a blathering idiot babbling on about love…

But it is fun to feel that rush of adrenaline

The release of endorphins or hormones that makes my brain all fuzzy

Tomorrow will be a new day with a clear head seeing reality

Smiling when I look up at the clouds

The delicate balance of emotion and that fine line between love and pain

Shattering fantasies and dreams with the doses of reality

Walking with feet trying to stay on the ground

Keeping focused, centered, and balanced

With my mind floating in the breeze with thoughts of yesterdays

 

 

Never Looking Back

It is what we know

It is the past

Memories floating in our mind

Drifting in the tide of our emotions

As we swim the seas of love and life to make our choices

Learning to swim through the rough waters

Floating with the currents

Adrift into the future

Oceans of unknown and uncharted water

Dark skies lit by stars to chart and navigate

Sunrises and sunsets to come and go

New seas of love to swim and wash away the fear

Braving the unknown and thinking there is knowing

But there is nothing known only deceptive similarities

Creating imaginary rough waters which uncalmed will grow to tidal waves

All of which are nothing but imagined in the mind

Keep swimming towards the dawn

Brave the night to endure the rough seas of light leading to love

Definitely Maybe

There was no hope to dream

The fear of hurt was overwhelming

Drowning in pain and sorrow

The storm was fierce and long

Destruction pathed to death

There were no more tears to shed

Nothing

And then there is the sunrise

Another tomorrow in the seemingly endless tomorrows

There is a little warmth

The skies brighten as the clouds part

Lingering is the fear of the dark

The path back looms in the shadows

Knowing the abyss awaits

Then there is hope

With hand outstretched and words of gentle breathe

Reaching to hold a moment of pleasure

Living in a moment of ecstasy that melts the mind and body into one

Walking on air and knowing that to believe, desire, and trust can lead to paths of dreams

Finding the ability to dream again

Dreaming to live dreams

Message to the Moron

Yes you have earned a name and this is about you.

I said what I meant and I meant what I said.

It is time to learn about boundaries.

Do not cross the line and speak to me of your pathetic life.

I walked away and asked to be left alone.

You have no reason to speak to me.

I am not part of your world and you are not part of mine.

I do not look back or go backwards, only forward.

There is no reason for me to think about you.

I meant what I said and I said what I meant.

Your problems are your own and I do not want to be part of them.

I love my life and I don’t want you in my life.

Please realize that this is my poetry and it has nothing to do with you.

If I wrote something and you thought it was about you then you are delusional.

I am inspired by people and events but I do not write thinking of reality.

Reality is not what my words are based on.

My words come from my dream to love and be loved.

It is a dream and not real but I am inspired by reality to dream.

I have also lived and loved with great passion.

You are not the only one who could inspire me.

I am trying to be nice and polite when all I want to say is, “Fuck off.”

But I do feel pity for you and your stupidity.

Unfortunately for you, I said what I meant and I meant what I said.

Stop trying to take advantage of my kindness and just be thankful that you get to read my poetry.

It would be sad to have to end this blog.

You need to make your life about you and not about me.

Especially since I do not want you in my life.

I meant what I said and I said what I meant so please fuck off now.

And have a nice day!

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I can’t stop smiling

Because I am happy with me

I am alone

And surrounded by love

I am in love with myself

You will love me too

If we ever meet when I am me

No walls up

Guard down

Just me

I live in my own world

With mermaids

Christmas everyday

Glass flowers

Magical fairy dust

I just can’t stop smiling

I am in love with myself

It is a love affair that I thought died

But I was just lost

On a dark deep path

In a thick dense forrest

I found my way

I found my inspiration

My little lights to brighten my way

We found each other

They gave me unconditional love

I felt my heart

I found my sight

I found myself

We will forever be bound

With love