There are so many things I want to share. There are so many subjects I want to discuss. There is never enough time or money to do all the things I want to do. So I sit and do nothing.
I write and delete. I start and I stop. I title and save draft. I do not publish.
Worried about form and style. Thinking and over-thinking. Reflecting and lost in the memories. Overwhelmed with emotions.
Distracted by other tabs and windows. Notifications from other sites and email. Nothing of importance. Surrounded with information but only fleeting thoughts.
What to think? How to focus? Who to ask for help? When to find the time? Where to organize it all?
It’s like spinning in circles, stopping and falling over but never able to accomplish anything.